A Letter From Me To Me

This is basically a letter that I have written, my present self, for myself, my future self. I'm sorry if that didn't make any sense at all. But here we go...to the letter!

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THE LETTER

Dear Future Me, 

Well hello there. What brings you back here, future me? Someone might have reminded you that you wrote a blog before, which might be the main reason why you're here or you just reminisced memories of the past or it just magically popped up due to technical problems of some sort or maybe or maybe...eeeehhhh. Who cares? What matters is you remembered! :)

So how are you? I hope you're doing well with whatever you are doing or whatever you are going through. I'm not entirely sure about what you're doing because before we both had absolutely no clue about what we would do in the future. Which in your case, the present.  We were pretty confused back then or just really thought too much about things (that's what they said).  I hope you're doing what you enjoy doing because if you're not then I think it's probably time to do what you really want. How would I know, you may ask. I don't. But you might regret for not trying when you're just hanging by a thread later on and that's one thing I hope we stop experiencing, regret. It's awful and it's painful going through it over and over again. Never again would I want you to feel that way. Okay? Okay. :D

If life decided to give you a box full of lemons. Don't fret dear. Things will get better. Look at the brighter side, you get to have maybe a month supply of lemonade. Yum!
Someone once said: "To any of you that may be going through a hard time, things DO get better. It may not feel like it, but with a few little changes, they will. Nobody leads the perfect life, and things that you aren't prepared for may get thrown at you, and sometimes it's really very hard to battle those problems and sticky life situations. I just want you to know that you can do it. It might take days, weeks, months or years. Everything happens for a reason and everything we go through moulds us as people and make us who we are". Well said Zoella (http://www.zoella.co.uk). Well said. 

I think I have said enough for you to think about the past. I'm not sure if you remember but you were pretty messed up. I'm kidding.haha. Well a little bit. But it's because of your messed up self that you're where you are right now. I hope somewhere good. I know you are. I hope I didn't jinx it though. I'm sorry if this ended up as a "this just ruined me letter" kind of letter. I want you to lie down or sit down (whatever your prefer) or even sit upside down. *wink*wink*.
Think about the past. Some memories may be "stinky like raw fish" (Hey Anna!) or awesome-smelling (Yes I just said awesome-smelling) old books. But it never hurts to remember them. They basically molded the person you came to be. 

I didn't really write much about what you were and what you did before but I leave it all to you to remember. :)

Before we part ways though, future self I would like to wish you for nothing but the best, stop thinking too much, do good stuff, and DETERMINATION my friend. Determination.
Bye-bye now. :)


P.S. Raw fish is not that stinky. I love sushi.haha :D
I hope you still do. And old books are the bomb! Well...all books in general. You could just smell them all day. 

I Don't Know

Have you ever felt like you just wanted to say something but don't know what you want to say, you just want to be heard or listened to. Sometimes we just have no idea what we really want and its hard to do anything at all. We tend to keep it inside because others might see it as a way to seek for attention but it's not like that at all. 

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Sometimes you just need something for no absolute reason, just because. Life is full of questions that is left unanswered and it stays that way. But things can change too through a little exploring. It's just never obtained easily. There are some things left unknown and we have the time in the world to see if they really are or not. 

Breathe

Life can get really difficult sometimes that you just feel like giving up. Sometimes all we need is to slow down and take a breath, we need it. Life goes on but we can't live it like it's a race course. We tend to miss the wonderful things that the world has but when we slow down we see it's true beauty, everything it is and it can offer. Living life in a rush is not living at all. We weren't brought into this world to work work work. We are here to know what our purpose in life is and to experience everything. Living life as much as we can. 

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Let's not forget that we've got so much time to do anything we desire. Let's not get carried away. Take a breathe and look around you, you might have missed something incredible.

Can't Sleep

There are things in life may it be something you saw, something you heard, something you realized, something you felt, something someone said...

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that can leave you thinking till the wee hours of the day. 

We Finally Spoke

In one day we were able to finally let out what we all have been keeping inside. We poured out every bit of emotion we had in every fiber of our being. Through this the section somehow became closer, closer than we were before. After it we all have grown quite comfortable with each other. 

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Before that we had an immersion with an environment that was just simply beautiful. Being in the countryside I somehow felt a bit free in the sense that everything was so open: fresh air, unlimited crops, and friendly neighbors. They had everything they needed most especially the people they care for, that's what mattered. No matter how difficult life can get they stood by each other together, awesome. 
What we had was a real emotional roller coaster ride. What we never knew we had the ability to do or so was revealed. The good in every one seen. Through this immersion and recollection we were able to see the flaws that we should fix and the good that we can do. We've got our whole life to figure it out. 

In A Snap

I think we all have an idea of how fast things can really change. One second it was good and smooth sailing next thing you you're in a deserted island, shipwrecked (I don't really mean it literally. Just exaggerating a bit). I never really thought about these stuff but I was just looking through some photos and I found this photo or it found me...

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Just like that everything can change.

I Blinked

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In a blink of an eye a lot things can change. Let it be something amazing or something scary, would you still open your eyes? But whether we like it or not we always do. A risk we all take.